I feel like I've lost my innocence. All I wanted to do was love like a child, make music and enjoy what was important of me. I don't want to be selfish or take what isn't due to me. So how do you balance altruism and your self-centric desires?
Hint: you don't, and then you go crazy.
Things are as they are because they are as they are.
In my reality everything is self defined but not always explained.